Hello dear friends, how're you doing on this beautiful Wednesday evening? Hope y'all are well. Here's another instrumental/ambient piece I made. Just put it up on Bandcamp...
It's been an interesting last little while, working through some $h!t (as usual), and overall I guess, just trying not to push myself too hard. Letting things flow and come to me instead of forcing. Learning to trust. (Trust? Me? Hah!) Also, focusing on gratitude and really working on being happy where I am and with who I am right now. Not me "when I get ____" or "when my waist is smaller" or "when I have visible abs" or "when I get ____followers" or "when I win a Grammy" or all these other things, these milestones that I have been grinding at for years and years. Not to say that dreams and wishes are not gonna be on my radar anymore, but I want to learn to be happy with whatever outcome there is ... learning to let go of control...letting the Universe bring me what is meant to be. What's important to me is that I'm happy, I love myself and others, I am kind and compassionate, I have authentic relationships, I'm healthy, I get to make music and art freely, and that I am loving what I do and doing what I love. The outcome, as difficult as it is to let go to, is not what I want to be focused on. I realized this has been causing me stress in my life, and giving me the inability to enjoy what I have now, actually what I have spent the last many years building. Because if I never let myself enjoy what I've built in my life...then what the f*ck is the point of it all!? (Yeah, that Tony Robbins vid I posted is making me curse like a mother*cker...haha)
Anyway. This song is a slice of heaven for me...a lullaby...a peaceful dream-like magical place that I can go when things get crazy. I hope it can be that escape for you too.
So much love...xoxoxo